pooopularrrrrr SARKS !

FINALLY ! THE DUMB POPULAR JOB IS OVER !
when alex said meals are provided , he didnt include that we need to PAY for food.
its 3bucks worth of cai fan with that japanese bento take-away packaging.
i feel like a bangala. arseclown.

the job was damn horrible but the people there were fun. lol.
met some new friends. i bought a book ! (thanks reuben for letting me buy the book cos you already read it)
its DAY WATCH ! the second part of the trilogy of that russian movie that i watched.
LALALALALA. i shall read it when i am in dubai.

oh yes. the job was horrible cos of that EVIL WHITE BITCH. she is so farking annoying.
she scolded EVERY and i do mean EVERY part-timer. zi xiang , feng and my name are on the black list.
the very popular 'ENGLISH SECTION'

today was rather fun. we just sticked together as a group and all and we finished rather fast.
then we had lunch and we played 7-UP and zi xiang was the ultimate loser which meanssssss HE GETS THE EVIL WHITE BITCH ! at the handicap toilet with the daiper change board. HAHA !
oh and we were playing and we kept zi xiang in a box , till this supervisor saw us and she was like
S : you all very free is it , play play play
ZX : no la , i tripped and fell in
damn retarded. HAHA !

training today was horrible. i cant find my forehand =(.
oh well , i cant get to play tennis for a week or so cos i am going to DUBAI !
finally , i can visit dad and go shopping for sports stuff with no limits. HAHA !
hopefully i can find that sexy babolat racket there and buy it. i shall just find a dumb excuse so that dad will buy it for me. EVILLLLLL !

i have FTT tmr and i only studied half the book. damnnnnnn.
hopefully i pass tmr then when i come back , CHIONG DRIVINGGGGGGGGGGG !
got a long list of people to buy stuff for. dammit.
i better start studying and writing that list now. zomgggggg.

ciao

FINALLY !

FINALLY ! TEP IS OVER !
and now i have to work till monday. OHHOWILOVEMYLIFE !
i am only given 3 pathetic weeks of break.
HATE NYP !

got the dumb job that pays 5bucks an hour and i am so prepared to die later.
apparently someone stalked me ! LOL ! you know who you are.
i better find some time to study for FTT ! i need to pass that shit so that i can learn moreeeeeee..

i so need an outing with fy , eunice and dor. (double date MAYBE ?)
an outing with sally , jayden and the rest
an outing with the class clique
i go to jeremy's house so often that i dont need to bring him out. lol.
he made me stay on monday again and skip training. BUT , it was raining. HAHA !

i shall pray that i get to enjoy my weeks of holiday and nothing bad happens.

if you did stalk me ,
kthxbye ! =)

hole in the head and wallet

my money just flewwwwwwwwwwwww away like that.
don't bother asking why.
okay wait maybe i should explain. though no one is going to see this..

yesterday's presentation was kind of totally screwed up.
my teammates were SO DEAD ! no expression , no enthusiasm at all.
yet , mona said I had no enthusiasm in my face.
i had that comment quite a few times , its just my face. NOT ME !
then i rushed off to kid's house cos we were watching G-force.

i had to pay for that kid's dad's birthday present that cost $41.
spend $5 bucks at the arcade while waiting for feng and jingshun to come.
bought him his popcorn set (which he didnt finish) , M&Ms , 2 cheesy hotdog thats like $16.50.
then arcade again. i think i spend another 10bucks.
so i think i spend 60+ ?

then today , i met weiyan so that he can get his 32gb touch.
he asked me out the other time when he wanted to get his 8gb touch , AND NOW HE WANTS A 32gb touch.
crazy boy.
had to pre-order it cos it hasnt come yet. okayyy 468bucks gone.
when feng and jingshun came , we ate yukiyaki. 21bucks fly.

so yes , my weekend just bombed my wallet and its quite a big bomb !
i mean kid will return me the money. but its so weird asking from him. RAWR !

sighh , i want clijsters to win that man.
stupid rain keeps postponing the matches.
sean is finally online ! i feel like dying.

ciao.

tired luh!

today kind of started badly.
i woke up at 7am to watch zvonareva play against pennetta for the USopen 4th round.
YES THEY FINALLY PUT ZVONAREVA ON CENTER COURT , SHOWED THE FULL MATCH , WITHOUT ANY COURT CHANGE ! IT TOOK THEM 3 ROUNDS TO REALISE THEY NEVER NOTICED HER WHEN SHE IS A TOP 10 PLAYER IN THE TOUR ! annoying people.

so i was rather happy when she was leading. then came the match points.
6 match points came and gone.
pennetta was on fire and ended the match with a 3-6 , 7-6 (6) , 6-0 win.

congrats to pennetta. i guess zvonareva is going to cry like hell after that.
she had 2 strapped knees and tapped right ankle. it looked really scary.
she just sort of died after the tiebreak. hitting herself , almost crying , her strapping came off.
she definitely did something to it. =(.

then i went for training and didnt play well at all.
coach called me a LOSER ! yes , with that L sign.
played doubles. won both. I HIT A VOLLEY ! like a really nice one. joel was shocked. HAHA !
then physical. i somehow survived.

went over to that kid's place and then to watch his match all the way at JCC !
so bloody far. auntie winnie kept calling him cute cute cos he looked uber cute with his specs. HAHA !
bobs won 9-0 (congrats) , bud won in a TB i think (congrats , thrash that clown tmr !) , jiawei won (congrats)
dont know about mitchell.
jeremy and jinan won 9-1. jeremy got aced ! HAHA ! he gave that blank look. damn funny.
that 1 wasnt even supposed to be given away but OH WELL !

3 meetings got cancelled today =(.
1 - justin had work , so no meeting
2 - eileen wanted to meet for lunch. but i cancelled it cos i wanted to see jeremy's match.
3 - meeting with fy and eunice and doris. kid did his persuassion skills. IT ALWAYS WORKS !

i feel so evil and depressed.
I HAVE TESTS TO STUDY FOR !

ciao ,
hopefully kid wins tmr.

regrets ?

oh well , yesterday was kind of sad.
edmund , feng , junren , tong and i went to send sean off to germany for his OSEP.
sean was EMOTIONLESS (well , thats what he said , but i dont think he is. he might just cry inside. HAHA !)
i slept at 3.30am and woke up at 7.15am because i had a test in the morning.
i hope i pass. dit's freaking 8th wonder is his EHEM ! pfft.
GET LOST DIT !

feng was like asking edmund how did he answer the OSEP inteview questions to clarify why i couldnt go.
then everything just struck me again.
how come sean , edmund , rachel and syafiq gets to go and not me ?
are there limits for SW students to be chosen for OSEP , or is it just me ?
i have had so many regrets in my life.
i thought that i would just nail this interview and be packing my bags and finally get to explore the world myself with other people.
BUT WAIT ! i didnt get selected.
so i guess its just me.
me. me. me. me. me. ME !

next sem , it would be sean and i sending edmund off.
get the point ? of the 3 of us. both of them went somewhere. the furthest i went was STILL IN SINGAPORE !

seriously ,
i dont know what i am able to achieve.
i am not a good tennis player.
i am not a studious person.
i suck at relationships.

OVERALL , i suck. DEAL WITH IT !
i really wonder why cant i just be shot dead now or something.
i know i would die with loads of regrets , but at least i know i dont have to worry anymore.

my life is that screwed up.
kthxbye !