i'm back!

i suddenly feel that i should come back!

the new semester has started and things aren't going that fine.

i am motivated to do well but i just can't get started. i have no idea why is this happening.

it's a quarter after one

exams ended with a bang. yes, a big bang.
the bang was as huge as a 39.5degrees high fever.
isn't it awesome that you see your friends enjoying food from chompchomp and you are eating porridge.

went down to marina barrage to see the place.
its quite cool actually, till i saw the NEWater plant. its quite an epic fail project to me. haha!
i was only fascinated with the kites.

and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind?

distractions

the thought keeps coming back to me,
what does that mean?
is it a sign?

it all seemed so perfect till that very moment.

who's to blame?

exams are coming!

exams are coming!
its like next week.

i hope i did prepare well for this exams cos of the 3 week break.
after that, its extended IPP. thats what zubair wrote to hire me back.
assssssss.. no wonder my pay is the same. cbcbcbcbcbcb!

i need money
i need my own space
i need time
i need everything

finally a break!

FINALLY A WELL-DESERVED BREAK!

i kind of already self-declared holiday since last last thursday cos i finished my last report :)

not really happy with my current results though. but what to do, its the harsh reality of poly life. rawr!

on national day, went out with charm, clarence and kor.

finally a real outing! after 2455 years cos kor finally returned from canada, and clarence wants to leave the house! finally!

we hanged around and talk cock and got clothes.

i finally got something for myself after 7months! :)

oldman left for se-se-se-south afica after that. he was bald! like botak!

assclown. really look like some poor man. haha!

we then had our adventure with 5cars to randy's place again. how fun :)

finally got to meet up with the primary school gang after so damn long.

kah kept talking about death. i think they are best friends already la. haha!

dammit i want the iphone4 :(

kah want the P4 group photo and i cant find it. dammit. its damn funny can. if they see my face, i confirm die.

the next few days were just slacking like hell. keep playing starcraft2 and all. zomg its damn addictive can.

plus its on my sexy new vaio. its even sexier :). SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! :D

zac, sean and edmund came over to my place to stay and all.

super funny watching them play FIFA on xbox.

class outing was quite fun! we went to SENTOSAAAA!

other than my epic fail volleyball skills, it was really fun! :)

stupid dit kept hugging me when he had tanning oil on himself and its not as though he got darker. haha!

had a tennis session with zac and randy and it was damn funny!

their forehand is coolshitz k. they died off damn fast cos they think its super tiring. haha!

now everyone knows that i trained really hard to be able to survive on the court for so long k! :D

kid and wayne came over to stay. he was like contemplating whether to come over and stay and his parents will only allow if wayne comes over.

as usual, wayne convinced his parents and he came!

got jeremy a pair of soccer boots cos his was too small.

his feet grow damn fast! its like the same size as me already and he is only 14! i think thats the age i got my foot size also but thats not the point. it needs to stop growing. haha!

now, i am left with 10bucks of my voucher. he must be a happy boy :)

we stayed up playing xbox all the way till 3+ and he got hungry again and we went to buy food.

who the hell spends 17bucks at cheers you tell me. zomg they bought like a mountain of things and he didnt want to eat it in the end. idiot.

wayne got tired and went to sleep and jeremy didnt want to sleep!

i had to go back and get socks for him cos he dropped it in my car so i asked him to sleep while i go home to get it.

knowing he is scared, he did sleep. oh and i was walking back at 5am. -____________-

i shouldnt have opened the door to check if he is sleeping cos he woke up after that!

he came down and wanted to play xbox so we just played till wayne woke up and i made breakfast for them and they went to school.

wayne is one damn tough idiot to make him wake up seriously.

i finally got to sleep at 8 and was late for their soccer match. rawr!

rushed down to help them take pics and rushed back to club for the friendly against CSC.

i met my opponent from 2years ago and he was like you have matured a lot. your backhand is really really solid.

i was like nah, it isnt really that nice and he was like no really its nice. its so natural on you.

zomg i feel so pro suddenly. HAHA! okay thick-skin much.

one uncle praised that my legs are super fast too.

but they are huge :(

i think i rushed him home and he gave me that cb face. he can try to hide it but i can tell.

pfft. not that i wanted to. i asked him to eat with his friends and he didnt want to. this boy is so funny!

i won both my matches at the friendly! wheeeeeeeeeeee.. i slept less than 12hrs in like dont know how many days. lolololol. there was a dinner i never knew and i had whisky/coke! zubair was nice and know my order :)

i sat at the uncle and aunties table and they were super hilarious. it felt like they were questioning me many things cos i was marrying their daughter or something. but they were really nice people :)

but none believed i was 19 :(.

when i was suppose to have a tennis session with jarell, kenrick and zac. only jarell appeared. the rest died.

epic fail can! HAHA!

okay its time to start studying :(

in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky.

is that a sign?

my first kiss went a little like this..

haha okay that song is stuck in my head.
damn catchy. heh!

hopefully i can drive out tmr then i can fetch little bro home from training.
he said "why you ask me what time i end tmr? if you taking cab down then nvm i go back myself"
suddenly very goodboy right. haha!

i want to go get KOI before school tmr! but tong says i cant cos i said i think i am falling sick.
rawr! i wanna get one for that kid too. oh wait thats if i have enough money. haha..

jeremy said he acknowledges me as his godbro. i have no idea how long is that for or just recently? haha!
but yay!

ASSPEESHARKS!

go figure.

kthxbye

hell!

hello world. i have been sleeping at 4am for god knows how many days.
it all started with the studying for IB and CRM ICAs.
its a freaking 30% test and 1hr 30mins each. how annoying is that.
i studied like mad. i think IB was still alright but CRM was crap.
i still had polite against TP after that and i lost 9-5. put up a good fight though.
so i am happy with that result.
went out to have dinner with kor, charm and lyn after that.
oh kor tried to flag a POLICE CAR as a cab. AWESOME RIGHT (Y)

the weekend was more of completing IO project.
that arseclown FINALLY appeared. but kept nagging he had to work and stuff.
seriously, why is it in my group. WHY?! tong will always say its KARMA. he felt it already :D (i know you are so going to see this)

oh that idiot drew the board wrongly. thats what he did. coolshitz!
he claimed i wanted to extend the board. when in the right mind did i say i ever wanted to do that.
i will dig out your eyeballs i tell you.
after that, i had dinner with randy, dit, jarell and mj at bishan.
damn nonsense. we saw lionel lewis. i think he looks weird and he is a senior in SW.
i feel so embarrassed to be part of the "family", really.
after that, made my way down to charmaine's house for her 21st.
we are like the dopie family and tried to promote it to her family. haha!
we got her one and clarence wants one too. i chose a sexy colour for him but its out of stock. sad.
if not, it would be SEX!
i slept while watching IPman2 at their place. (Y)
clarence kept asking if we can go out for a walk to the playground or something cos the house is fudging boring. which is trueeee. but we were too lazy to get out of the house. haha! i just wanted to sleep.

i wanted to cut my hair but phe got the wrong message.
i made him feel guilty all over again today and now he wants to accompany me when i cut my hair.
wait, he owes me his life too. yay! haha!

boy called me to tell me he was running. (thats cos i heard strong wind blowing into the speakers of his phone)
so he ran for like a short distance? he then started walking and walked 4 rounds of his estate while talking to me on the phone. damn smart right.
boy, you are suppose to SLIM DOWN, not talk to me on the phone.
he kept saying, you come to my house now to meet me k. i would have if i didnt know i wasnt cutting my hair when i was supposed to. haha!
funny boy. he says i talk like a dad. bad bad. i should act my age (13). :D

polite today was HORRIBLE.
i threw my racket and kicked it. zomg stab me pls. i feel the pain :(.
well, maybe thats cos the lovely school wants to arrange the polite now and arranges it at this perfect timing just before the OH SO IMPORTANT YOG which i think will be a one hit wonder.
if we need to be involved, i will stab the person who forced us to be.
so many strong schools this year. i really hope to be in top3.

i think i might be meeting jeremy and wayne tmr cos i dont feel like going for sports psycho.
my kid is more important than that gay faggot.
i am sure everyone agrees with me :D

I HATE WHALES
I LOVE SPEAKING WHALE THOUGH

come on wed k? :)

july = HELL

july has 31 days (of hell).

july means pol-ite
july means SGCC open
july means the 7 (ICAs) month

can i see some signs?

school sucks, weather sucks, life sucks (for now)

back from my trip!
i was fun and hell at the same time. sadly.
i got to see vera in person! zomgzomgzomg. bob said i was like hyper bunny. HAHA!
i got 11 signatures and i demoralized Serra. haha! but he won his first round and lost in the second.
i was welcomed back with 36 msgs. (the kids and D)

school has been hell lately. i miss out on so many things. rawr.
cant even get used to doing work again. sucks.
anyway i got to drive in that week, just that my parents didnt know. haha.

weather so hot! how i miss canada.
bob's cymbal parcel isnt here yet. my watch hasnt flown back yet. sucks.

zvony's into the FINALS OF WIMBLEDON! now i need her to get into the finals of doubles too. hahahahaha!
high expectations of a fan eh.
oh wy is leaving for aussie like next wednesday. all of a sudden.
i guess i will miss darth. the idiot that entertains me when i am bored.
okay he isnt dying but still, 1 year. gah!
dont even know if i can send him off cos of his dad's problem with me.
hate my life please.

i could really use a wish right now

the countdown begins

mum and dad left for Canada yesterday.
dad was being annoying by not pumping petrol and leaving it with 2 bars.
i asked aaron to pump 10bucks for me and he did. haha yay!

wayne told me that the uber good jap dinner cost about 700 that day.
like WTF!
now i am really glad i was forced to become a dustbin. at least its good food. haha!

jeremy slapped my face while i was sleeping cos he said i snored too loud.
annoying boy! haha.
what to do when i have this kind of nose!
anyway that blackshit cheated like hell and boy lost. fark.

next week,
coaching ICA
IB

friday pls come soon. haha!

don't let me stop you,
maybe you'll say you still want me?

road trip!

i didn't stay at wayne's house but i went over to jeremy's house instead.
for the FIRST time, he was actually tired and asked me to sleep early. haha!

so we woke up at 6.30 to get prepared to go over to wayne's place then meet the rest of them at bishan.
yes, we woke each other up by whacking each other. it always works. sadly.
walked over to wayne's house and that boy didn't bring his form. annoyingz. so we went back to take it.

headed down to bishan to meet the rest and it was soooooooooooooooo awkward i swear.
i am like mixing with people that i heard of but don't know them personally.
the fact that it was early in the morning, i was very unfriendly and tired. haha!
sat at one corner and played itouch. went to a different door from them at the mrt. perfecttttttt..

when we reached, ben started talking to me so ya. i had to open up.
they are funny people i swear.
we took a long bus ride down to the bloody place. the organisers didn't even know the way there. epic fail.
on the way, i talked to yangming and some of them.
(they called him jacky and i didn't even know! all i know was that its a fake name. haha!)

i swear we walked DAMN LONG and i mean DAMN LONG.
ben was like complaining like hell and it was uber funny.
scolded that kid for not buying water earlier then he gave me that guilty face and i gave in to him. pfft.

the place was the bloody place i went during the FHI event during TEP. hated that place.
they had 2 matches lesser so they only played 2 and both were draw.
the quarters was won by a weird penalty shootout but who cares, they won. haha!
wayne scored the only 2 goals scored during match time. which brought them into the semis.
in the finals, they lost 1-0.
apparently, ben scolded boy for not defending well to allow them to score.
like seriously wtf is wrong with you, you missed the bloody goal like twice during that match and you blame him.
he subbed out in less than 5mins saying his leg hurt. i think its fake. now that i know the story.
we had a talk by the organisers about Christianity.
apparently we unknowingly offended wayne cos of it. i think i rolled my eyes and it became worse. pfft.

ya so that guy was pissed also.
finally ate something at BK and i had to pay for that boy's meal. annoying.
ben apologised to jeremy after that.
now, jeremy keeps thinking about it. WHY?! FOR WHAT?! REALLY!

anyway after BK, went to wayne's house to slack and ended up disturbing that boy again.
damn funny. disturb till wayne's dad got mad and shouted at wayne to go bathe. heh.
walked that kid home and he kept farting all the way. annoying ttm can! haha!

now i have having a dilemma about going to nick's party.
its fudging far and i have to go myself :(.

i know you will see this.
concentrate on your studies please.
i never wanted to affect you that way.

hell ahead

i chionged my 3 reports! yay!
i swear something is wrong with that kid.

i have to figure it out before it gets worse.
wayne is suppose to help me!

i have 2 tests, 1 paper and bringing jeremy to his match next week. wow.

he hasn't been following his fitness schedule lately.
why am i not surprised really. haha. he has something better to do what. :)
he wants me to fetch him to his match.
to watch him win hopefully. :D

even lard doesn't know who it is till now.
what can make me figure myself out?

i am getting old

haha wait i forgot.

the freaking retarded prankcalls
he so cant act.

and jill told them i am older than 15.
pfft.
everyone believed me please.
shitz.

what can i do to see the light?

weekend is over :(

dammit the weekend is ending :(

fri : graduation day = NO SCHOOL!
but i went down to interview weber for my report then went down to school to ask about the IB report.
zomg i swear i shouldnt have volunteered myself.
went home to start on the report and met kenrick and jagger for dinner at tampines.
i was too bored you see!
went over to wayne's house cos we both had nothing to do and i stayed over.
that annoying guy knows how to lie. really. HAHA

sat :
that idiot used my injury to skip training and we went to see the doc.
apparently, i keep the medicine. perfect.
went to yum for lunch and bought titbits home.
stoned all the way till dinner at a darn good jap restaurant.

W : eh later try to talk more leh
D : for what?
W : give a good impression to my dad
D : (not as if i am getting married into your family or something). huh okay lor i try
W : you'd better
D : _|_ :D

at dinner, we were kicking each others leg, whispering and yes i did talk to his dad.
but i am kind of sick so i think i spoke too softly. his parents are bloody cool i swear.

the first dish : raw shashimi.
the first bite and the flavour explodes in your mouth. heaven!
i am not exaggerating pls. haha!

got back and stoned on the com and got caught.
ended up trying to pretend to sleep till someone really fell asleep first. wth.

sun :
woke up late for church. bummer.
went for lunch with his family again. another PTM seriously.
zomg indo food never tasted so good can. spicy like hell, damn shiok!
now, i am back home rushing 3 reports.
naise.
someone is emoing again! apparently he wont say it out. oh well, i cant force it out right.

cirstea lost, boo!
azarenka just lost, expected!
zvony hasnt played yet, sadface.

am i being selfish?
gah! save me. :(

annoying

J : actually i have been keeping something from you
D : you better say it now
J : i've been in TAF club since sec1
D : WHAT?!
J : *that cheeky grin*
D : go to the top of the stairs and tell me that again, i promise i will make you roll down

annoying boy!
i had to walk home with him with my bazhang foot.

who am i

sometimes, i get misunderstood
sometimes, i get my point across

its how you see it.
who am i?

i really don't know

first week of school

its back to school!
i kind of miss the club like hell now really. those funny stuff with uncle stealth and all. haha!

first week was kind of okay, still getting used to coming back to school and all.
as usual, i slept in lectures. like why should anyone be surprised.
now they have this new shit module for NS eligible men.
i so hate my life.

i swear that boy is going to make me reallyyyyyyyyyy broke.
oh well, still learning how to become a dad. haha!

GO ANA!

life sucks

everyone around me is having problems and i am solving them,
who is going to solve mine?

okay i shall not be selfish.

shattered

okay it ended.
yes, i ended it thinking it will be the best way for the both of us to settle down properly for our last year.

thanks for everything.

apparently the young one understands how i feel and the older ones didn't.
whats with this world man. HAHA!

take care.
goodbye :D

down

i am injured. pfft.

i never thought that you would ever do that, when you know its wrong.
really cant believe it.

birthday week!

i guess this is one of the best birthday weeks i have ever had in my life. haha!
it all began with interclub wins on sat and sun. apparently i beat an elite player from ACSIB marcus chua. i myself was shocked. 3-6, 6-2, 6-1. haha! happy though :). even weber was happy.

monday - staff D&D.
i swear its really the best one (i mean its the only one that i attended) i been to la. it was just hilarious from start to finish.i drank like 5cups of whisky&coke and went high. danced on the dance floor for 1hr non-stop. the rest were like i so cant keep up with you. haha! fun like crazy. :D alcohol makes you go crazy :)

tues - bob got irritated playing tennis. like i didnt. haha! okay thats not a good day.

wed - i had to workkkkkkkkk. so ya. it always starts off in a rather boring manner. sean and the rest came down to drink until i got irritated and i decided to go club with yingneng and kenneth and their other friends. stupid kenneth lied to ben to say that i was emo and he cabbed down just to realise i wasnt. then we went out to have a bro to bro talk which kind of made me emo all the way. so ya. anyway we know each other better now. haha!

thurs - MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY !
apparently, that boy was suppose to call me to go to his place for dinner cos his mum wants to like cook good stuff to like celebrate for me. he was like he sure go out, dont need to call him. stupid boy! he is right la. haha! went out with D for dinner <3. :D

friday - jeremy's mum called me to wish me and asked when i am free so that she can bring me out for a meal but apparently i cant so sad face :(. went out with sengkang gang for dinner at bliss. WOW WHAT GREAT SERVICE !
apparently, we got blamed in the end. like W-T-F can. oh well forget it. i have a pet panda. kenneth named it kungfu so i will just stick with it. haha! had a birthday cake surprise and apparently they didnt know how to put it out. that made it even funnier. heh.

sat - it was suppose to be interclub day but it rained alllllllllllllllllllllll the bloody way. so i went to boy's house. his mum made aglio olio and other nice food! yay! i feel fat. haha. went over to kevin's house to play mahjong and all. he wants me to buy him a US4.99 game. what did i get myself into really. haha! apparently his mum plays his itouch too. i wonder what happened to all the other applications. heh.

sun - played kim jongkyu and lost 6-4 6-4. i dug myself out of a 4-1 hole and 3-0 hole in the 1st and 2nd set respectively and ya still lost. i kind of found my backhand. i feel so much more comfortable with it now. played with ben later and just died due to heat exhaustion i guess. i feel so weak suddenly. RAWR! went back for a good sleep and packed the new house up. so many items bringing back good memories.

today - i got kenrick's number and msged him. apparently whatever i was told turned out to be really true. he does regret and he wants to apologise but has no guts to. which i have no idea why. i am really happy that its all cleared now. we should be meeting up soon to catch up. he plays tennis now! LOL!.training was greattttt.. only the king serve and volley part. heh. i escaped physical cos i said i had interclub, which turned out to be cancelled. lalala :D.
oh and i talked to wayne like i knew him for a long time. fun guy to talk to luh. later he punch jeremy cos that fatone told me quite a bit of stuff. heh. oh well, kids these days. his life is bloody interesting.
OH OH, BOB GOT HIS JHs TODAY ! and he didnt ask how much mine will be. idiotz. but happy for him. heh.

thanks everyone for the wishes and the presents and the celebrations and if i missed out anything, i am sorry. haha!
though hardly anyone will see this.

<3 D

ipppppp!

so far, i got past 3 weeks of IPP already.
its been rather fun i must say. the people there are really nice.
i added fun to it cos i created names for every activity i do also. haha!
ytd was SAN and i forced kenneth, ben and the other ben to come down to accompany me.
i swear our table was the most irritating one. heh.

ben went to buy a 40bucks shirt just to come down. i feel bad. sad face.
and, he missed the DVD player by 2 numbers and coach weber missed the leg messager by 1.
thats like damn sad. lol.

next monday is staff night. i cant send edmund off cos of it.
then again, its being quite an asshole to just leave halfway.
argh!

<3 D

GLEE !

i swear GLEE soundtrack is damn good.
attachment has been okay so far , well i am still surviving that is. heh.
i didn't know that i am paid 450 for a month and i kept thinking that i am paid 450 for 10weeks
oh well , i dont intend to promote the school anyway , so it shall remain with a bad name. HAHA !
okay kidding. :D

i have a match tmr and i did physical just now cos i forgot about it.
YAY ! now i am uber tired. heh. sad face.

happy chinese new year !

happy new year everyone ! i feel like i am giving a shout out to the whole world but only the people who stalks me will get this message.

the past few weeks have been very hectic due to study week and the exam week.
instead of slimming down , i got fatter. sad face.
i feel like a ball going into CNY. gah!

right after exams , i went to get my ipod touch! YES ! like finally. heh.
i got the 32GB one. i am currently left with 8GB cos i just put in 7 seasons of family guy.
my applications are going up to 1GB. lol.
i am kind of hooked onto the itouch already. shitz.

oh i got my rackets too! they cost me 550. rawr !
i paid 250 cos dad gave me 300 and i spent 50 already.
i got a hugeeeeeeeeeeee hole in my wallet cos of that.
i might be an ambassador for new tennis shoes. HAHA !
okay , thats thinking too highly of myself but ya i will be wearing them soon to promote them.

yesterday was the FIRST TIME that i ever enjoyed playing halo. (cos i totally hate halo)
just imagine derui and i in the same team. its uber hilarious. haha!

i saw bob's bro today cos his lion dance trope came just now.
i was like bobby's brother right ? then he nodded and said hi. heh.
a new friend! i think? gah!

i am waiting for visitors to come now and staring at my com.
best way to pass time.

last two things
1. HAPPY VDAY D ! <3 YOU !
2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY !

<3 D

gah ! dying.

harrows world ! i am taking time out to update this dead thing. :D

this few weeks have been reallyyyyy stressful.
i have ICTS test tmr , french on tues and sports admin is due on friday.
my results have been really horrible so i have to do whatever i can just to pull them up.

HIGHLIGHT : I GOT MY NEW SHOES ! HAHA ! sexyshitz.

went over to jeremy's house yesterday. it was so weird having dinner with his family. like entire family kind. gah !
then again , i survived it by playing FB in his room. heh.
i gave him my psp again. :(
okay now thats one distraction gone. i hope he knows how to prioritise his time well enough to NOT play it as his exams are nearing. dumbboy.
we went over to kelly's house to play taboo and kevin was so fascinated with virtual tennis 3. heh. kids.

EXAMS ARE COMING !
i am sooooooooooooo scared for my marketing and efma. sad face.
i want my new racketsssssssssssssssssss. the stock hasnt arrived. pfft.
i want an itouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but first i have to think of a way to dispose my classic.

oh , i had yum cha today ! the bill was like 60+ when we only ordered a few pathetic dishes. but its nice though.
worth it. big smiley face.

that kid wants BSB concert tickets for his birthday present. damn smart !
plus , I have to ask his parents if he can go. well done.
oh , he wants me to get him a touch , cos even his sister say to ask me -.-
HAHA !

okay , gotta blast.
GO ZVONAREVA !
GO NADAL !
GO DAVYDENKO !
GO KIRILENKO !

<3 D

I AM BACK !

<3 you ! :D