life goes on

sadly, things havent been going too good.

results sucks

cant find the right university yet

boy's upset about his life and i cant do anything to help

my new son needs help with almost everything

oh well..

why nag?

you know it still sucks

i'm back!

i suddenly feel that i should come back!

the new semester has started and things aren't going that fine.

i am motivated to do well but i just can't get started. i have no idea why is this happening.

it's a quarter after one

exams ended with a bang. yes, a big bang.
the bang was as huge as a 39.5degrees high fever.
isn't it awesome that you see your friends enjoying food from chompchomp and you are eating porridge.

went down to marina barrage to see the place.
its quite cool actually, till i saw the NEWater plant. its quite an epic fail project to me. haha!
i was only fascinated with the kites.

and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind?

distractions

the thought keeps coming back to me,
what does that mean?
is it a sign?

it all seemed so perfect till that very moment.

who's to blame?

exams are coming!

exams are coming!
its like next week.

i hope i did prepare well for this exams cos of the 3 week break.
after that, its extended IPP. thats what zubair wrote to hire me back.
assssssss.. no wonder my pay is the same. cbcbcbcbcbcb!

i need money
i need my own space
i need time
i need everything

finally a break!

FINALLY A WELL-DESERVED BREAK!

i kind of already self-declared holiday since last last thursday cos i finished my last report :)

not really happy with my current results though. but what to do, its the harsh reality of poly life. rawr!

on national day, went out with charm, clarence and kor.

finally a real outing! after 2455 years cos kor finally returned from canada, and clarence wants to leave the house! finally!

we hanged around and talk cock and got clothes.

i finally got something for myself after 7months! :)

oldman left for se-se-se-south afica after that. he was bald! like botak!

assclown. really look like some poor man. haha!

we then had our adventure with 5cars to randy's place again. how fun :)

finally got to meet up with the primary school gang after so damn long.

kah kept talking about death. i think they are best friends already la. haha!

dammit i want the iphone4 :(

kah want the P4 group photo and i cant find it. dammit. its damn funny can. if they see my face, i confirm die.

the next few days were just slacking like hell. keep playing starcraft2 and all. zomg its damn addictive can.

plus its on my sexy new vaio. its even sexier :). SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! :D

zac, sean and edmund came over to my place to stay and all.

super funny watching them play FIFA on xbox.

class outing was quite fun! we went to SENTOSAAAA!

other than my epic fail volleyball skills, it was really fun! :)

stupid dit kept hugging me when he had tanning oil on himself and its not as though he got darker. haha!

had a tennis session with zac and randy and it was damn funny!

their forehand is coolshitz k. they died off damn fast cos they think its super tiring. haha!

now everyone knows that i trained really hard to be able to survive on the court for so long k! :D

kid and wayne came over to stay. he was like contemplating whether to come over and stay and his parents will only allow if wayne comes over.

as usual, wayne convinced his parents and he came!

got jeremy a pair of soccer boots cos his was too small.

his feet grow damn fast! its like the same size as me already and he is only 14! i think thats the age i got my foot size also but thats not the point. it needs to stop growing. haha!

now, i am left with 10bucks of my voucher. he must be a happy boy :)

we stayed up playing xbox all the way till 3+ and he got hungry again and we went to buy food.

who the hell spends 17bucks at cheers you tell me. zomg they bought like a mountain of things and he didnt want to eat it in the end. idiot.

wayne got tired and went to sleep and jeremy didnt want to sleep!

i had to go back and get socks for him cos he dropped it in my car so i asked him to sleep while i go home to get it.

knowing he is scared, he did sleep. oh and i was walking back at 5am. -____________-

i shouldnt have opened the door to check if he is sleeping cos he woke up after that!

he came down and wanted to play xbox so we just played till wayne woke up and i made breakfast for them and they went to school.

wayne is one damn tough idiot to make him wake up seriously.

i finally got to sleep at 8 and was late for their soccer match. rawr!

rushed down to help them take pics and rushed back to club for the friendly against CSC.

i met my opponent from 2years ago and he was like you have matured a lot. your backhand is really really solid.

i was like nah, it isnt really that nice and he was like no really its nice. its so natural on you.

zomg i feel so pro suddenly. HAHA! okay thick-skin much.

one uncle praised that my legs are super fast too.

but they are huge :(

i think i rushed him home and he gave me that cb face. he can try to hide it but i can tell.

pfft. not that i wanted to. i asked him to eat with his friends and he didnt want to. this boy is so funny!

i won both my matches at the friendly! wheeeeeeeeeeee.. i slept less than 12hrs in like dont know how many days. lolololol. there was a dinner i never knew and i had whisky/coke! zubair was nice and know my order :)

i sat at the uncle and aunties table and they were super hilarious. it felt like they were questioning me many things cos i was marrying their daughter or something. but they were really nice people :)

but none believed i was 19 :(.

when i was suppose to have a tennis session with jarell, kenrick and zac. only jarell appeared. the rest died.

epic fail can! HAHA!

okay its time to start studying :(

in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky.

is that a sign?

my first kiss went a little like this..

haha okay that song is stuck in my head.
damn catchy. heh!

hopefully i can drive out tmr then i can fetch little bro home from training.
he said "why you ask me what time i end tmr? if you taking cab down then nvm i go back myself"
suddenly very goodboy right. haha!

i want to go get KOI before school tmr! but tong says i cant cos i said i think i am falling sick.
rawr! i wanna get one for that kid too. oh wait thats if i have enough money. haha..

jeremy said he acknowledges me as his godbro. i have no idea how long is that for or just recently? haha!
but yay!

ASSPEESHARKS!

go figure.

kthxbye